February 2018 Monthly Report
If you’ve been following me for a little while, you know that back in December I did a Year in Review tarot spread. From that spread, I used it as a guide to determine my business workload and predict mood shifts. So far, it’s worked really well for me. January was a high-confidence month and I got a lot of work done to create passive income. February is a healing month and I can rely on the foundation I set down in January to carry me through this month.
February’s card is The Chariot Reversed
My initial reaction when I saw this card in the spread wasn’t pleasant. Here’s what The Chariot Reversed symbolizes: quarrels, trouble, defeat, failure, the collapse of hopes and dreams, unfavorable legal proceedings.
My interpretation of this card when I journaled about the spread was as follows, “I have a tightness in my chest when I see this card. I’m not sure what this is, but it feels like painful growth vital for the soul. I will need to give myself permission to grieve.”
As I come into February, I know what the issue is: Anxiety. I wrote about this in my January Recap. Here’s what I wrote about anxiety:
Anxiety made a vicious comeback this month and I have been having a lot of difficulty sitting in silence without racing thoughts occupying my entire practice. The important part is that I keep doing it. I am working on anxiety with my therapist and learning that I’m actually ridiculously anxious. My first thought was, “that’s what I get for saying I can’t relate to anxiety.” My second thought was, “Have I really been focused on trauma and PTSD for the past 14 years that I never talked about anxiety?”
In short, I wrote about how anxiety has made a comeback in my life. February is still full of crone energy so I know I will be taking a lot of downtime. When I first did this year in review spread, I didn’t know how much it would actually help me.
It has helped my business wise because I had the insight to give myself a heavy workload for January to get some digital items out to create revenue and now that I have those in place I can take a breather!
For January, I came out with multiple offers, both free and paid. You can check them out here:
My big project for February is the Ultimate Tarot Workbook. I’ve been asked by so many people how I use the tarot in depth and understand it. I’m creating a mind-blowing workbook to deepen your understanding of the entire major and minor arcana. The workbook will be over 150+ pages and you’ll have lifetime access to it. It’s on presale right now for $22, you can check it out here.
I’d be lying if I said I’m not afraid for the emotions I’ll be moving this month, but this spread has already helped me significantly bt starting me off with the Hierophant – I know how to lean into my spirituality and support network, and I’ll get through this oncoming storm.